CA TRIP, 2007 SUMMER

TRAVELING WITH HIM&EXPERIENCING HIS MAGNIFICENT WONDER

Because of Your mercy, we’re saved. Because of Your grace we’re exalted. Looking at Your magnificent creature, I’m humbled and stunned. I thought I’m capable of competing and achieving, but only with human being. Can I compete with this boundless mountain? If he could speak, he must laugh at me as I challenge him. He must say,” Who do you think you are, silly Girl. I’ve been sitting here millions of years, seeing God’s wonderful work. Humans’ tide-ups and -downs are after me. In me, thousand kinds of lives are cultivated and hundred species of animals are fed. Lives of mankind are held by me. When He says to collapse, you all will be vanished.” How can I compete, but with the flesh! I’ve proudly announced that I wanna use my entire life to serve and honor You, and what I wanna do is to glorify You. Not to know, your majesty has honored Yourself and Your creature has glorified Your most intelligence. You’ve won, reigned, and conquered. How unabashedly again! I am only a tiny bit of Your whole creature. So not worthy of praising You and serving You. But, you sympathize, care, and concern. What an honor this is! Couldn’t tell is You, who honor me, or I do to You.

When I look back what I’ve gone through, I thought I should whine and dispute. I thought I was as bitter as Job in the test and should have been blessed as much as Daniel in his age. Ignorantly, You’ve been betrayed by Your own creature again and again. Because of our unfaithfulness, You have been put on the test and hurt again and again. Oh, what you want is no more smell of incense or sacrifices, but our trust, souls, minds, and harts. Seeing above your creature, I bow down and cannot help but praise. You rejoice regardless of who I was and what I’ve done.